{this} moment.

in the studio. 

writing. 

waiting. 

listening. 

loving. 

sending. 

accepting.

releasing. 

receiving. 

living.

noticing.

noting.

listing. 

loving. 

waiting.

watching. 

writing. 

sending. 

loving. 

receiving. 

living.

readying. 

taping. 

paiting.

sipping.

sitting. 

planning. 

hatching.

ahh... i'm hatching into a new moment. into a new being. i have been finding those hatched eggshells for weeks.  some birthed baby birds while others crashed, cracked, and the unborn spilled on the cracks.  sometimes i feel both happening at once: a creative life force within that's becoming in the process to be birthed while other times it crashes, cracks, and the unborn spills on the cracks.

tears come.

there is so much i hope for in each moment, but i receive the moment as it is.  i do the best i can and i move on. only i can say when my best is good enough.  only i can stand here knowing what i know.  only i can live and love in the way i am called. {this} day. {this} moment.

we each live into our creative calling in the ways that belong to us.  in {this} moment i am occupying my suzanne-sized space. loving my suzanne-sized colors. writing my suzanne-sized phrases. knowing i am who i am.